Misi Gagal

Today I went for an interview with a bank, for Relationship Manager position.

Usually I get nervous when it comes to interview, but I was too sleepy to even feel my heartbeat. Haha.

I waited for 2 hours and by the time they called me in, I was yawning. So much for first impression. Nampak sgt x berusaha. Hehee.

So I went in. Blah blah blah blah..

Until the interviewer said, "I'm going to give u a chance here. U can start anytime right?"

Hoah. I was happy. Seriously dapat terus? I'm really desperate to get this job. I need it. I'm broke man. Alhamdulillah.

Until...

She asked me. " Are u bonded with company P?"

I can't lie. I can't. I couldn't. Hu hu.

I said, " Yes, only for three months. If I don't get the placement, I'm released."

She said. " Oh. But if i take u now, it will be unfair to us because if company P called u, u'll leave us, after all the training we give u."

I was speechless. Honestly, she's right. Of course it will be unfair to them.

She saw the disappointment on my face n said, " I tell u this, let say company P releases u, then u give me a call."

So there was my goodbye, I went out without knowing whether to be happy or sad. Maybe sad. Maybe both. Happy because maybe, she saw my potential.

Tough luck.

After that I went to Sogo to get my lunch. I called my exclassmate, Siveranjini for a lunch date. Lucky I have her to accompany me after the interview. At least I have someone to talk to, at least I didn't cry in the train on my way home. Haha.

Isn't she pretty? Lovin her hair :)

When I reached home, another bank called me for an interview on Thursday.

I should be MENTALLY prepared eh?

Hu hu hu.